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April

I'd been watching so many doll customizing videos with the kinds of aesthetics that it inspired me to draw something for Mirage. She hadn't gotten a lot of love recently and I wanted to commit to drawing her on stage. It's super not referenced but I had fun giving her a backdrop space.

I can't lie. I still participate in 4/13 homestuck drawing. Something about it compells me. Probably the years of autism. Anyway, Aradia is a forever fav I love weird girls who kick ass <3

I just fucking love Terezi and I wanted to give her a fucked up mullet. Lesbian.

fucking uhhhh religious imagery amirite? jokes aside I always did enjoy the Signless. Something about oppression and communism and queering relationships.

May

sometimes i still remember the first time i saw lucien’s corpse. it was pretty impactful to me since I was so young. The last time I was playing Oblivion's Dark Brotherhood questline I took note of a line mentioning Arquen eating Lucien's entrails and the idea of the corpse actually looking more like Lucien, albeit not hanging from the ceiling in this depiction, and you make eye contact with the corpse as someone bites on its lung. Really romantic. Or sexual. Pick your poison. I also wanted it to be striking or impactful in some way so i opted for a completely black canvas and I wanted to pull a bit from Goya's Black Paintings but that doesn't reflect much given how I was focusing in on drawing a corpse which i had not really done before in this manner. Maybe another time.

June

sweet cyborg boy. kind of a bitch because he was raised on money, but i can fix him (literally my own oc). He's a fashion designer in Afterglow Electric and despite his high life living, he ends up entangled in the plot and perhaps. in other characters.

i was giving fallout 3 a fair shake again after many years and exposure to fallout new vegas but 3 was the one I played more and had that nostalgia of. It's definitely a flawed experience, but i still enjoyed my time. I even ended up getting attached to the Lone Wanderer I made, Arsenic.

sometimes your brain gets fucked up you know? glitches and bugs in my programming and it fuckin sucks. made art abt it

August

i wanted to experiment a bit with what the inside of sentinel looks like, but also i did not want to commit the brain energy to doing too much of that and make myself not want to draw the idea in my head at the time. it was one of those art days.

this was the first time I gave Sentinel ball-jointed doll style joints because. I love bjds and they make for good robot designs imo.

This character's named Rat Poison and he's a stinky bastard. He's a possibly radioactive leaf-nose bat that's a frontman and guitarist for a punk band. He enjoys a good fight during the set and encourages people to make molotovs when they see cops lingering. or in general. you love him.

i was having fun painting in gouache and adding touches of pearlescent watercolor to it and I thought the combo of them served as a good way to really capture Aurora in a traditional medium. It's also another excuse to draw a blorbo of my own creation :3c

my fursona post honking on the bobo. this was entirely for funsies

September

first time digitally fully rendering nikolai in the new color palette (there's a full color render in gouche and watercolor in one of my sketchbooks that I mean to dig out). really glad I deviated from just blue purples and added the green. It's so fucking taste.

i wanted something a bit more graphic(?) out of a piece featuring Nex. I'd had the idea in my head for a while of Nex in a really cramped space. I remember people doign things like that on post it notes. And I wanted to angle it in an aggressive sense.

October

this was a sketch for sentinel's insides for an inktober prompt i never finished. I really liked the ideas i was having for what sentinel's guts looked like. Clear colored plastic is such a good look.

my sona for this prompt because its my birthday and I had a good idea come to me abt it. I've only done like 7 total prompts this year, but I've enjoyed the process even if i don't alwys like the result.. Best year I've had doing Inktober :]

Another inktober prompt ! This one was angel. At first I thought about going really Tumblr's take on biblically accurate angels but then I also wanted something stripped back and a bit reminiscent of marble statues and also just a bit surreal. I really wanna get into more surrealist art.

Inktober once again. I haven't done many prompts as per usual. But this one inspired me and I liked how it turned out.

November

i'm not immune to drawing themisa. the prompt for this one was "moss" and i feel like i lost the moss a bit for the misa but in the words of rene descartes "who give a shit"

i've been enjoying using my sketching pencil to do more than just sketch so i've been sticking to doing it, for now at least. This was inspired by a prompt "Toxic" and it fits Trinity since their power is fungus based.

doing some style experimentation! :3c i really like how the pencil i use in clip studio looks for hatching so i kind went with it. i cherrypicked some aesthetic ideas from the weirdcore and dereality tags on tumblr (and ofc my own love of eyes)

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